Sanity
Posted by Jenny on 11/12/07 in Daily, NaBloPoMo
I know I haven’t talked about my recent break up much on here. But don’t worry, you’re not missing out, I haven’t really talked about it much offline either. Trying not to dwell, trying to heal, and trying to move on. But this weekend I was lucky enough to spend a bunch of time with my friends and somehow the conversation took a turn to all of our relationships, or lack thereof, of late.
Looks around the table at friends.
“I know it’s irrational and crazy and it’s been two months and I can’t explain why exactly, but I still can’t go back to his house.”
Waits for the crazy looks. The “Um, really?” responses.
Instead I hear:
“That makes total sense.”
“Well obviously.”
“I completely understand.”
“HA! That’s nothing. I could tell you some really f*cked up post break up issues. No really. You wanna hear?”
The people that know me for better or for worse, my true friends (including my Btrees and gays too), are my sanity.
…Or they’re just as crazy as I am, but that’s ok too. Thanks guys.
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sarah | Nov 12, 2007 | Reply
you know you are doing awesome! and anyone who thinks or says differently clearly has no idea about life and their opinions should be ignored and/or laughed at.
bob o | Nov 12, 2007 | Reply
dg, honk.
tp AINT
Jenny | Nov 12, 2007 | Reply
thanks guys. btree4lyfe.
kiley | Nov 12, 2007 | Reply
remember when i cried on friday because i’m retarded (whether you think so or not) and you were very very nice to me? i do.
krista | Nov 12, 2007 | Reply
Breaking up is hard to doooooo. I always find talking about it with my awesome yet irrational friends helps. The quintessential “meeeeeeee tooooooo” is sometimes just what me need.
Jenny | Nov 12, 2007 | Reply
Kiley, I know :) And I’m always an irrational phone call away …. for example, last night.
Krista, love the serenade. I fully expect a live version at our bloggal dinner.
kiley | Nov 13, 2007 | Reply
yeah, sorry that i couldn’t summon up enough vocal power to really talk when you called.
Ulli | Nov 13, 2007 | Reply
Oh My, I could tell you STORIES…..I once avoided an entire t-station for weeks…..that was REALLY inconvenient, trust me. :)
kellie | Nov 13, 2007 | Reply
I am sorry you feel weird. If you want to venture down to Brockton (shhh) and have dinner with me and Marc you always can!
Jenny | Nov 13, 2007 | Reply
Awwwww. (I love the Brockton HUSSHHHHH!)