I know I haven’t talked about my recent break up much on here. But don’t worry, you’re not missing out, I haven’t really talked about it much offline either. Trying not to dwell, trying to heal, and trying to move on. But this weekend I was lucky enough to spend a bunch of time with my friends and somehow the conversation took a turn to all of our relationships, or lack thereof, of late.

Looks around the table at friends.

“I know it’s irrational and crazy and it’s been two months and I can’t explain why exactly, but I still can’t go back to his house.”

Waits for the crazy looks. The “Um, really?” responses.

Instead I hear:

“That makes total sense.”

“Well obviously.”

“I completely understand.”

“HA! That’s nothing. I could tell you some really f*cked up post break up issues. No really. You wanna hear?”

The people that know me for better or for worse, my true friends (including my Btrees and gays too), are my sanity.

…Or they’re just as crazy as I am, but that’s ok too. Thanks guys.